Tuesday, August 23, 2022
Connections
Saturday, August 20, 2022
Reentering
| Slieve Aughty Center |
| Glengarriff, Co. Cork |
| Burren National Park |
| Wild thyme and orchids on the Burren |
Monday, August 15, 2022
Feeling the Change
| Beach near Lahinch Co. Clare, Ireland |
This morning I put on a sweater for my walk. I felt it the other morning...Friday I believe. The change. Which was funny because just the day before Ashley English had written about the "Dog Days of Summer" ending on August 11th. She is thousands of miles away from where I live, and often the high Sierra desert is its own strange thing. But here we are like a switch was flipped.
I mentioned it to a friend, and her reply was, "oh there is plenty of warm weather to come still". That is true but not what I was saying. Of course this slide down really started on the Summer Solstice when the days cease growing longer and pause before slowly changing. But this feels different. School in our town started today. Not us, but for the last year.
I have a senior and an 8th grader, one in the last year of "prescribed" learning, one who has chosen public school for high school (here in Nevada its all or no high school, no switching between home and public).
So what did I do this summer? Gosh it flew by. I was so busy with new families and work at the beginning and then I left everything and spent nearly the whole month of July in Ireland. I still can not quite believe it. It was wonderful. Maybe I'll post about it. Since coming home there has been lots of catching up, lake trips, walks, and wanderings. No lie, the reentry has had some bumps. But it's been good too.
Saturday, March 26, 2022
Spring
Saturday, March 12, 2022
Music
Saturday, January 22, 2022
Old Fashioned
Friday, January 14, 2022
Steam
Sunday, January 02, 2022
Broth
I've pulled out some broth to defrost.
Life is unexpected. Occasionally I'd like it to be boring. Mundane. Predictable in its ease. Right now it feels like it is always demanding. Always changing. One fire to the next flood.
I worry about the levels of stress we live with. The baseline level of trauma that is always there. And what we do with that trauma.
Sometimes I am caught in the inability to act because of life. Sometimes I can not sit still. But if we are all living this new level of stress and trauma is it an excuse anymore? Does it change our collective baseline? Does it change what is appropriate action or inaction?
We just finished watching possibly the most popular dystopian epic of my generation on film. Star Wars. The whole thing. I know we call it sci fi or fantasy but really its dystopian. They are our favorite tales. They make us feel like we are stable in our lives because of their chaotic lives. THIS NPR article was a great article from years ago. I don't think it is only for teens either, we are all trying to make reason of this world.
Are our lives really that different from these tales? No we are not flying at light speed. We don't have cruisers to hop on and fly away. But are we not all fighting battles between our own light and dark? The light and dark of this world? I don't know. It seems we are living our own dystopian novel, or at least the beginning of one.
Maybe our goals should be the same as the characters we watch though out the films. Connection, family of choice, letting people change, and tapping into that life force that runs through every tree, rock, and person.
Saturday, November 27, 2021
Weird
Wednesday, September 08, 2021
Is simplicity the answer?
Do we need capitalism? Yes. Should it be the basis of our society? I'm not too sure about that. I am inclined to say no. Am I just a jaded gen x? Yes. Am I an expert on all of this? No. But it seems to me that if we relied a little less on capitalism and a little more on using less we'd all be better off.
Yes I am overly simplifying it I am sure. But why can't simplicity be the answer?
Why can't simplicity be the answer?
Tuesday, August 24, 2021
1992
Tuesday, August 17, 2021
Radical
Life has been being lived completely indoors lately. It's hard, not going to lie. Our region is on fire and the smoke is suffocating. I heard this morning they were burning part of Lassen Volcanic National Park to try to save it. That sentence just hurts my heart. 2016 found us at Lassen a few times, it was part of my healing after mom's death and all that 2016 brought.
The heaviness that this years climate changes have brought are numbing. We are here. I have always clung to the notion that you teach our children to love our outdoor spaces before they can become stewards and activists...obviously this model works, for some, but maybe we should have been taking a more radical approach! Maybe my teachers, instead of helping us form an environmental club and doing beach clean ups should have been teaching us about the loss of Hetch Hatchy and the UNSUSTAINABLE harnessing of the Colorado! Maybe they should have taught us about infrastructure and the building of homes in the western part of our country at unsustainable levels! Maybe we should have had true indigenous teachings in school so that we would have learned early to listen to our elders about their knowledge of land stewardship and wild fires!
Do I blame my teachers? No. I had some radical teachers for the time and place. My 7th grade science teacher did help us form that environmental club. She was radicle in many ways. I had another science teacher, Mr. Jacobs my senior year of HS who took us through the eastern Sierras and Death Valley creating awe inspiring nature experiences. He also pulled us over just outside of Lone Pine CA, to what looked like an abandoned town with a derelict building. It was. It was Manzanar. And we sat there as he told us what had happened there. And that it was wrong. That was 1997, it was the first time I had heard of Japanese Internment camps. But I digress.
Is this our new August weather? The season of hiding inside just so that I can breathe a little? I don't know the answers. I don't know what we should do. For today I am turning off the news. My heart hurts for so many around the world. So many women. So many trees. So many.
Read THIS today and yes.
* Donnor Lake last night at sunset after we had to break out of the house from cabin fever.
Sunday, July 04, 2021
Today
Saturday, June 26, 2021
Sheet-pan Dinner Heatwave Bust.
Sunday, May 30, 2021
Friday, May 28, 2021
Hello May 28th 2021!
Friday, August 21, 2020
Hollyhocks
Tuesday, August 21, 2018
Monday, February 13, 2017
A February Monday...
Sunday, January 22, 2017
Woman's March on Washington!
* I received an email today from someone who received and wore one of my hats in D.C.! You can read about their adventure at the march HERE thank you Bonnie & David!



